The Last Time I Committed Suicide

The Last Time I Committed Suicide is a 1997 drama film about Neal Cassady's life before and after his longtime lover Joan's suicide attempt. The film follows Neal's (Thomas Jane) perspective in the form of a letter as he reflects on their intimate night together, his friendship with Ben (Adrien Brody), and his encounters with Harry (Keanu Reeves) who encourages him to take a road trip. After Joan reappears, Neal must decide if he'll take a chance at happiness or turn his back on it.